baby sowwow

Flowers are the the sweetest things God ever made, but forgot to put a soul into. Not too surprisingly I've never received flowers from anyone , no one will ever be too young to receive flowers right ? Plus I'm 19 fucking old now. So anyone see this please be #clever . Nevertheless, my school has this flower arranging class shit so it was added to my schedule before it was too late . To make record , I took pictures so I could remember how to arrange it next time . Here are some pictures :

First time wasn't that bad . Weaving leaves into a 'leaves ball' and it last for more than a month so after the first stalk of flower die you can poke haha poke sounds funny , yeah poke another stalk of flower into the sponge. Very interesting concept I actually never seen this before . ( Flower : Lily )

Geometrical shapes leaves bending is some shit I never seen before too ! Note that the flowers aren't sunflower ! These are daisies (daisy ). Daisies do not produce edible seeds like sunflowers do. Sunflowers are usually bigger in size too !

Apologize for super unhealthy complexion . I sleep so late all the time , eyebags, dark circles are expected eh. Roses aren't red, my face looked horrible and you're pooped . See my rabbit ring .. HEH

 Nothing special for this though . It's not too nice so I set it a small picture .

Okay I have this shirt in 3 colors don't ask anything. See below !

CARNATIONS ! FREAKIN' PRETTY I LOVE IT . They were in candy peach color looked so cozy flowers actually make me think that they're magical ! For myself I hold no preferences for flowers, I love flowers as much as I can but obviously no one realize it yet .

( Flowers are carnations and leaves are from Jasmine flower, believe it or not Jasmine flower smell so sweet that I could eat it raw )

Super pretty right, I have to admit I need to be cocky right now. I did an awesome job but this takes me like 100 hours to complete it. Special box provided for mother's day . Wishing from my heart hope to send this to my mom back home but I can't so I took a picture and send it to my sister to show it to my mom ! I gave this flower to my friend's mom eventually , I'm not a mom so why keep it when you can make someone else happy right ? Share the good things with people and you'll be loved !

There are few classes I missed and few classes with super old and nearly died flower so I don't fancy .

Another picture of me holding a stalk of rose. Not the same class but this is a Fabric dying class that make us dye our own fabric by using most natural method- plant. SO I GOT A ROSE . lol

As a fashion design poop student, I've experience a lot of weird, you call it funny, stupid , dumb activities and classes that I've never encountered before. It was fun sometimes but not all the time.

We were also asked to make shirts for Barbie . Topic depends on object you get , I got an death vader and it was freaking hard to think of anything. It wasn't a good inspiring object it's all black and creepy. Don't wanna show the process HAHA but the overall picture is here ! ( not mine only )

MODELS : Barbie, Ken, Blythe, Licca

Barbie as in Barbie, Ken as in the only male doll in there, Blythe is the most-cutest-est doll with big ass head and tiny body , Licca looks just like Barbie but she look younger, Barbie looks more mature. 2 Liccas stand right above of the letter 'BIE' see it yet ? Oh and Licca are more asian ( Japanese ) Barbie are usually white or sometimes she comes in black too ! Ken looks like Zac Efron I can't resist to see him more LOL

END OF MY POST BYE

set the fire to the rain

FOUR THIRTY am tralalalalalalalala and I'm sewing the costume for my barbie doll which is due on Thursday ! So lazy right now don't even wanna do anything.....................................................................Y I NO MOVITATION ? Fuck school I hate school

oh RIGHT Family guy last night was funny and so racist . The whole cartoon turned into British and  they looked hideous and I don't know why is Brian a ...horse.

my barbie is done and bye

trrrrrololol

hello there ! I don't know who are you and I wonder if people come by so umm yeah blah . I really wanna blog but I just have no fucking ideas what post should I post/write/discuss.. as I saw a lot of people were here because of my not very usual post title.. for eg. Miley cyrus is ugly has alot of views TROLOLOLOL

well incase you dont know me... ima post my pictures again lol

 I preferred myself as edgy type of girl. I don't know. 

Love unusual accessories !

I'm not too girly but I wish I was :P 

I took flower arranging class so got this freakin pretty rose in violet !

nyeh, this wasn't a picture I would wanna post but that print on that scarf was printed

using iron, ironing on some shit paper and then on the fabric. I took it because we were told to 

take a picture with it and post it on facebook and tag the teacher. #pooped

All pictures were taken by Nikon D5100

red head

I got my red hair like 8 days ago and fuck its like auburn now ! hmm i can say i dont really like it though but now I know coz I tried, before I was like I'm so gonna get a red head coz it looks good on me when I play with the hair color application from iphone ..

I look like this from haircolor application..

I liked it so much so I went to get the real one done

and it looks like this, not bad, people think its cool but I don't like it 

Taken with Nikon D5100 so fucking clear right

never used to wear beanie but i love this !

Beanie girl !

and after a week it turns like this , more to auburn 

and I was like okay....

Everything wasn't worth all all, time consuming, money wasting and blah my hair's getting worse coz I keep adding color to my hair before ... the brown one, I added like 4 times this year and I did red for 2 times .. and its like killing my hair 

well anyway hair grows ! <3

Hi !

Feel like start blogging again.  CAUSE I love writing shits, and people actually read .

I wanna post picture of myself . I don't care what you say but I want to .

      Earlier September I bought a Nikon D5100 DSLR. The picture quality is fucking clear and I love it . Look at those hair .. smooth and soft and all nice.

 I go to make- up classes at school . As I'm doing fashion design, being a good dresser also made a good designer . 

   I cut my hair eventually , which makes me 10 years younger and I'm happy with it. I CUT MY OWN FRINGE FOR THE PAST FEW YEAR

                                                                  

fuck tarots

for giving me bad results but well I still rely on it though.

No more 3 of cups and 5 of swords I need to carry on my life with or without anything anyone and move my butt and fuck everything that walks . Nah joking forget the last one mentioned .

I gonna sew everyday till the needle pokes me to death but I'm kinda lazy all the time honestly ..

and look this is what I design and made

Waloli dress inspired by alot of awesome young designers and so I made myself this .

It's indeed hard to make and someone offering me to custom making and I'm still thinking about it cause I'm not a professional yet after all . 

And I did this make up and hair do myself . Other than sewing I have nothing to do so I search for youtube tutorials and from my own experience, I did this . It's a decent prom, evening make-up !

How about this ? okay i gave my self 3 of out 5 stars hehe 

My nieces are currently in love with snow white and wanting to be princess but whats a princess without dresses ? So i made them these <3

Undone dresses without straps .

i dont need to tell how upset am i.
i feel like the world is betraying me then kick my butt and laugh at me

I feel so bad right now what should I do
I have no one to talk to.

No one would understand me.


my life is so dull. i feel like going for a walk and lost in somewhere so no one can find me/




no freedom no love no life


people talking shits behind me when they're nothing better
saying that im wild just because i make myself prettier than them
im asking you now if you know how to use a sewing machine better than i do
i dont understand why stupid people are so stupid.
get me a piece of fabric and i can make more money that u do bitches


i can do nothing i want

i seems like a random stupid teenagers who has lost her mind but tell me who was never a teenager ?

no one to trust
no one to believe
its so cruel

disgraceful world
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dots and stars

I noticed that in this period of no posting post, alot of reader comes here and leave with disappointment ( just act like you are haha ) due to this awful reason and so I decide to make a post today . Rough days keep me from this lately and today I finally have time for this ! Actually my blog is kinda boring but I don't understand why I have so much readers . ( not that much but beyond my expectations )

& I decided to show you my works thesedays .

Subject : Design Fundamental
Name of Project : Body Installation
Materials : Recycled straws and used papers

( Click to enlarge )

To see more, go to my facebook.

I feel so dull and emotional that my photos in my iPhone are all gone ! I didn't get it backup before updating it while jailbreaking it so its all gone, not even a single bits left ! Contacts, photos, applications, games and every shits are no more ! I was gonna post so many things with pictures in my phone but its...fine now .


& I decided to show you me thesedays

The very retarded me 

The one-side hair me ( this caption sucks ey ? )

The very creepy me ( after the photo shoots)

The blah me

Thats all byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebeybyebyebye

FYI : I didn't copy and past I typed the every single b-y-e 

* FARTS & wave *